Saturday, January 30, 2010
Blogging w my handphone now..
i realise something today, life is so scary. Once one pass on, he or she will go through a whole lot of things in one day. Den be brought home let ppl visit the body a few more days, get burn and all left will be the photos. Clothes bags and everything will be den thrown away, ppl slowly get over yr death and move on in life. Nobody think of you as often.. Oh sigh. It's such a sad thing..
i wish i could tell you i miss you a lot. I miss yr presence. Just a msg from you will thus make me smile like never before.
i wish for things to be better in our usual clique. I miss our small but full of love clique. I dont like it to be like this. Just because of a few ppl, some of us get really unhappy.. I dont like to feel neglected. I dont like it when I'm only treated like a princess when yr happy and when you want to act like a big man, yr attitude change. It hurts me as a friend. JUST AS A FRIEND. I miss you a lot. The old you.
i realise something today, life is so scary. Once one pass on, he or she will go through a whole lot of things in one day. Den be brought home let ppl visit the body a few more days, get burn and all left will be the photos. Clothes bags and everything will be den thrown away, ppl slowly get over yr death and move on in life. Nobody think of you as often.. Oh sigh. It's such a sad thing..
i wish i could tell you i miss you a lot. I miss yr presence. Just a msg from you will thus make me smile like never before.
i wish for things to be better in our usual clique. I miss our small but full of love clique. I dont like it to be like this. Just because of a few ppl, some of us get really unhappy.. I dont like to feel neglected. I dont like it when I'm only treated like a princess when yr happy and when you want to act like a big man, yr attitude change. It hurts me as a friend. JUST AS A FRIEND. I miss you a lot. The old you.
what we could have been, Saturday, January 30, 2010.
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
fever, sorethroat, flu, 2 days mc.
what we could have been, Wednesday, January 27, 2010.
Thursday, January 14, 2010
today school was crap. i was late again-.- annoying.
later maybe meeting sueeeee and part of usuals.
tmr not gg school. maybe studying w Rivy or Sue.
Saturday organ den shopping w sueeeee! and maybe raymond and TX.
Sunday, holy day. fam day and church.
Monday, school!-.-
photos for results day will be in fb! ^^ (only naqibah and i -.-) LOL
later maybe meeting sueeeee and part of usuals.
tmr not gg school. maybe studying w Rivy or Sue.
Saturday organ den shopping w sueeeee! and maybe raymond and TX.
Sunday, holy day. fam day and church.
Monday, school!-.-
photos for results day will be in fb! ^^ (only naqibah and i -.-) LOL
what we could have been, Thursday, January 14, 2010.
Saturday, January 9, 2010
first day of school was crap, Mrs Joseph, Ms Teo came to my class pull me to Ms Martein's office and drink coffee-.- if you get what i mean.
my first day of school was everyone's second day but still, its MY first day! den, Ms Marteins say she's going to suspend me.. oh wells, school life is never fun, BUT, make it as fun as POSSIBLE! hahahahaha.
thats what i do? at least that wont make me not want to go school? BE POSITIVEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
I miss work! i really do. we're having a BBQ nxt sunday! hope most people will go!! ^^
well, i know Bob is not gg though..
Usuals? Usuals have been not-oh-so-fun for me anymore. New people join, Eric, Y.A. and soon i guess Eda?
idk, i dont like this feeling. i dont like Usuals to be like this. No more those fun we had.
R have been M.I.A-ing from us, J, heard tht his mom is not well so, he doesnt really join us much. T.X. , always cannot book out. IDC if your reading this because why shld i hide how i feel to all of you right! Oh well, tonight, supper at changi village, timing will be confirm at 6 and we're not tonning, dont think so, beng says latest 10:30 we're gg home -.-
Y.A. , SueeeeeBabe, Eric and Beng came my house last night, 1plus am they left? i think.
Sec 1 oreintation today morning, suppose to reach at 7 but i only woke up at 655? HAHAHAHAH. tired uh, pops forgot to wake me somemore..
I miss being IN band, not tht im not now. but the feeling is like, im in and im not? HAHA Mr mi said so too! yst, band, Shanna, Vanessa, ANN!, Jo-ann, Nirali, Amanda came back, did i miss out anyone? HAHAHA i miss them being in band!!!
Ann, marry me!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAH!!! ^^
kkk, long post, i got alot more to say but i think all like not link den vvv random stuffs hahahaha. kkk, byebye!!!
i want to tell you i love you more than you think i do.
what we could have been, Saturday, January 09, 2010.
GOOD LUCK TO WHOEVER TAKING 'O' LEVEL RESULTS THIS COMING MONDAY!!!
incase i dont have time to blog and wish you good luck! ^^
imy baby.
incase i dont have time to blog and wish you good luck! ^^
imy baby.
what we could have been, Saturday, January 09, 2010.
Sunday, January 3, 2010
NOT GOING SCHOOL TMR!
what we could have been, Sunday, January 03, 2010.
cried my eyeballs out infront of melissa at work. i really thank her, i mean she couldnt do much about my situation but it really touched me tht someone at least still care and sit there listen to me. tmr is last day of work= school life is going to start. i really dont want to go school. it makes me so depressed, yes, depressed. i h8 school nowadays even the thought of it makes me want to cry.
someday i'll be the happy girl tht all of you once saw again. i'll be strong! i wish you were here.
someday i'll be the happy girl tht all of you once saw again. i'll be strong! i wish you were here.
what we could have been, Sunday, January 03, 2010.
Saturday, January 2, 2010
idk if im still pms-ing but o wells, its 2010 alr!
work is going to end in 2 days time.. D:
school is going to start in 2 days time too..
i feel, weird?
knowing tht i wont be able to see people i almost see everyday, (people at work) anymore,
knowing tht i wont be able to see certain classmates in class anymore..
this feeling is weird.
i really enjoy work and i dont understand why some really dont.
but, 2 days, just 2 days no more playing w this people..
i mean yes we can meet up but look, i doubt we will? HAHAHA
school, i'll miss wifey, ALOT.
idk who and what will happen.
O's this year, idk if i will really study.
i know its too late for me to regret now tht i choose to go sec 5 instead of ite..
gah i shld stop all this.
i need to talk to you..
i cut myself deep today, accidentally. really.
work is going to end in 2 days time.. D:
school is going to start in 2 days time too..
i feel, weird?
knowing tht i wont be able to see people i almost see everyday, (people at work) anymore,
knowing tht i wont be able to see certain classmates in class anymore..
this feeling is weird.
i really enjoy work and i dont understand why some really dont.
but, 2 days, just 2 days no more playing w this people..
i mean yes we can meet up but look, i doubt we will? HAHAHA
school, i'll miss wifey, ALOT.
idk who and what will happen.
O's this year, idk if i will really study.
i know its too late for me to regret now tht i choose to go sec 5 instead of ite..
gah i shld stop all this.
i need to talk to you..
i cut myself deep today, accidentally. really.
what we could have been, Saturday, January 02, 2010.
