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Friday, November 27, 2009

R.I.P. popo

i'll always remember the dearest memories we had tgt.
i've never regret gg to the hospital from morning to night everyday to accompany you alone.
and because of this, i realise how much you love and care for me. i believe if i didnt went over everyday, i would be regretting alot now.
gran, i will still buy the chicken essence for you once i get my first pay. i remember how you told mommy and pops that they shld not take a single cent of my pay because it was all my hard earn money.
im glad our havenly father has brought you to a better place.
even at yr last breath you agreed for jesus to lead you.
popo, im glad yr not suffering on earth anymore.
i love you.




what we could have been, Friday, November 27, 2009.
Wednesday, November 25, 2009

work has been fun to me but not to some?
okay, tired eyes, update a nice long one with pictures soon!
love you all!

what we could have been, Wednesday, November 25, 2009.
Saturday, November 21, 2009

im over you. really. even when you told me tht you are gg after yr ex, it didnt hurt me at all!

what we could have been, Saturday, November 21, 2009.

im at gran's house now! ^^
holland uncle is gg back to holland tonight!

working w Shirley tmr!

i just download my 'timetable' hmmm, okay luh no bad the timing. HAHAHA kkk, bye, vvv hot uh!

what we could have been, Saturday, November 21, 2009.

work is super fun!
AND PRINCESS IS STIL SICK.

SORRY SUSIE ONG!

what we could have been, Saturday, November 21, 2009.
Sunday, November 15, 2009

yr a total jerk! >: ( V (i think only susie ong understand this) HAHAHAHAHA.

what we could have been, Sunday, November 15, 2009.
Saturday, November 14, 2009

high fever last night.
sorethroat and still having fever today. took panadol.
tmr still gg to work.
working w shirley tmr.
hope tmr will be a slack day again. hahaha...
blog another day, head spinning like earth moving..
hahaha.


edit/
i almost forgot.
working w susie ong on monday! ^^

what we could have been, Saturday, November 14, 2009.
Thursday, November 12, 2009

WORK WAS FUN! ^^

Princess forgot to bring phone today. so sorry to all whom i replied late~
Atiqah was a lil tiny weeny bit late so i stayed awhile more to company some idk-what name guy.
den, headed to T3 den, bus-ed w Bob, crapped all about work all the way home. ^^

gg grans house again later.
goodbye

what we could have been, Thursday, November 12, 2009.
Wednesday, November 11, 2009

first day at work today was fun! ^^
hope tmr will be as good! ^^
good partner makes alot of difference! :D:D:D:D

what we could have been, Wednesday, November 11, 2009.
Monday, November 9, 2009

met sue, tmr meeting her again!

I LOVE SUSIE ONG TTM!!! :D:D:D
and i know she loves me too. HAHAHAHAHA.

what we could have been, Monday, November 09, 2009.
Sunday, November 8, 2009

i use to thought, if i was rebelious, i thought i would get more of yr attention, i thought you would care for me more. Tattoo, piercing, staling, smoking, drinking and getting drunk? wtf? why was i so dumb? getting caught, thinking you would care. but i realise yr getting sick and tired of my nonsense. im sorry for the last time. i know my mistakes i will prove to you im gg to be a better person. at the vvv least, i hope i would.

what we could have been, Sunday, November 08, 2009.
Saturday, November 7, 2009

POUT!
Princess has a busy plan ahead! ):
6 months is gg to be tough! fuck it.
i need to update s,r,j,b,b! about it. find time first.
tmr, auntie from kl coming, meeting them at town at 1.
den, monday, i got to go down to work place to know the enviroment-.-
tuesday, dental.
wednesday, start work!
fyi, im working at airport, a super fun and worth it job! :D



lovee, i want to tell you about what happened. i want you to know. if you are reading this and you have the heart den, text me. pls. ily still.

what we could have been, Saturday, November 07, 2009.
Friday, November 6, 2009

Joanna yong, if yr reading this, text me. tyvm.

princess just got home, gg out later again.

what we could have been, Friday, November 06, 2009.
Thursday, November 5, 2009

i hate it when night falls and im starting to be alone in the room listening to songs and thinking of you, missing you. yr the first tht i actually dont dare to text because im afraid i might disturb you. it's been some time since we met. sometimes i wish you dont have to work so hard because i want yr attention. i know im selfish. but i know at the same time, if you just please me, you wont be happy. and all i want is for you to be happy. tmr maybe the last day i go out all day for this holiday. i wish you'll ask me out. tmr im gg to the hospital in the morning den meet my girls. friday i have training den probably i'll go to the hospital all the way till eleven den im starting to work. after i start working i'll only be free on saturdays.

Every night i look out of my window, sky is dark den i look at my phone to check the time and i'll think of you, wonder if you've got home, wonder if yr tired, wonder if anything happened and also, wonder if yr also wondering about me, thought i know you wont be.

After i got my new laptop, i come online every night and wait. hoping you'll come online and talk to me? or at least come online. because if yr online, at least i know yr home safely. because of you, i learn to wait patiently for someone. the feeling never fade. when i read yr blog, i say, 'her' you stated. i wonder, who is it? a part of me dont wish its me for i fear tht yr feeling may fade someday and i may lose you. i wish tht its a girl who may shower you w love and care. And of cos, someone you'll have happiness with. some may say love is selfish and im stupid. yes, this have been proven once, twice or maybe trice. but i still want my love one to be happy and thts most important to me. if i got you but yr not happy w me, den whts the point. i rather not have you but kow tht yr happy.

boy, i love you.

what we could have been, Thursday, November 05, 2009.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009

FINALLY, IM GETTING TO MEET MY GIRLS TMR!
JO(SISSAYE), EDA(BOYFRIEND) AND CLAIREY(NIKU)!

BUT, I STILL MISSING VERONICA(WIFEY), GENEVIEVE WU(STAR),
JOANNA YONG YILIN(ER, JIEJIE? WIFE? HAHAHA), SUSIE ONG(SUEEEEEE),
RACHEL OH(B!), WEI ANN(ANNY!), SUSIE KOH SOK(SUSUUEEEE),
YOU YOU YOU AND YOU!
I MISS MANY PPL LUH! ):

Band is suppose to start.. ):

what we could have been, Wednesday, November 04, 2009.










Princes says, HIIIIIIIIIII!!!









HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY! :D




what we could have been, Wednesday, November 04, 2009.
Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Princess has a chio new pink laptop :D
yay yay yay!
thank you daddy and mommy i love you all so so much.
AND A HAPPY ADVANCE BDAY MOM! :D <3<3

gran's admitted to hospital again today.
i've been gg to visit her everyday except today.

mom has a newly created facebook, msn and viwawa.
hahahah, since she has her own lappy now, she wants to learn.

okay, no pictures because i havent even put any pictures in the lappy. hahahaha.
:D:D:D

goodbye.

i feel guilty after getting a expensive lappy. but secret spoilt and i'll prolly get a new phone too. but.. hm..

im glad i told you.

what we could have been, Tuesday, November 03, 2009.

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