Wednesday, October 28, 2009

are all those lies?
tell me its not will you?

morninggggggggg!
just woke up not long.
i havent on my phone since last night, so sorry all who i didnt reply if you texted me.
im allowing myself to be online untill 1 den i'll pack my room, bathe and den head to the hospital again.
holidays suddenly feels so boring.
everyone is busy w their life and im so bored! i want to go out man! ):

what we could have been, Wednesday, October 28, 2009.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Pottie misses this woman up here! ^^

you! haha, i do miss times we had.

WOMAN!!! DIE TILL WHERE? IMY LUH K! FASTER CALL ME DATE ME OUT NOWNOWNOWNOWNOWNOWNOWNOWNOWNOWNOW!!!

B! jiayou, finish o's we can go yknow yknow! our plan!!! ^^

&i love this girl. meet up soon! sorry uh, i recently v busy.

To this someone,

you were running through my mind all day.

i remember how you hurt yrself and i got heartpain and angry w you.

i remember how we webcam almost every night.

i remember how i tell myself no matter how tired, come online, just to talk to you.

i remember how you use to say you'll sayang me.

i remember how you use to chase yr cousin away because you want to talk to me.

i remember how you use to wake up and reply my msges no matter what time.

i remember how you use to ask me out w yr friends which i always refuse.

i remember how you ask me if i trust you.

i remember how you got high by yrself and start shouting.

i remember how you say we'll have a 7 to 7 walk.

theres so much more i remember but i shall not write her.

unfortunately, i realise, nothing is happening now.

Isit me being too sensitive or isit you tht have changed?

are you really tht busy?

i dont even know if you read my blog.

well, life still goes on~

what we could have been, Tuesday, October 27, 2009.

Thursday, October 22, 2009

you always can read my mind, no matter what.
i wonder how you do it.
ily.
yknow im talking about you. (:

what we could have been, Thursday, October 22, 2009.

havent been coming online, granny's sick, dad's sick, mom's sick-.-
granny has been in the hospital since i tink a month ago! ):

new maid, pandai, pronounced as panda.
im serious im not mocking her.

vvv lazy to blog, goodbye!

maybe yr the one.

what we could have been, Thursday, October 22, 2009.

Saturday, October 17, 2009

is there someone i can talk to tht will know how to comfort me and make me happy?

moodswings, post another day.

DRINK DRANK DRUNK, SOMEONE ASK ME OUT.

what we could have been, Saturday, October 17, 2009.

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Today is an awful day!

i-want-to-be-a-boy day.

and, just now when i went into my room and take my laptop to the living room to play,

i on, den i realised the lcd cracked!

=laptop cannot use! ):

Never mind i guess. im not really upset. im more of guilty.

i mean, the laptop is not new or what so ever, but still, its MY laptop and i spoiled it.

Maybe im not sad because i know tht our house still have dad's personal laptop, dad's working laptop, home computer and one more computer which was mine and its now kept somewhere.

Maybe tonight or when mom is free i shall ask her if i can fix tht computer in my room.

The only sad thing is, all my pictures etc etc all GONE! D:

Dad has not mention anything yet. i wonder if he is gg to bring it to fix or just put it aside or throw away or what. :/

im still feeling super guilty.

okay, im currently using the home's computer.

and i think im vvv lucky.

because most of my friends when their laptop crash, they have to use the house computer then they'll have to like fight with their siblings but i have absolutely no problem with tht cas im an only child.

Sometimes i do wonder if im too pampered.

Always having new things and not cherishing old ones.

oh wells.

even when i lost my phone, spoil my laptop, i never got scoldings, not even naggings.

tht makes me really guilty though.

but i thank God im not those teenagers tht always come online etc.

i can live without the computer but i cannot live without my phone though.

okay, enough of tht, Dad has 2 days mc. so means, today, tmr, dad's gg to be at home/

:D kkk, im gg to download my songs den pack my room, bathe and then out! :D

goodbye!

NOT TO FORGET, HAPPY BIRTHDAY WIFEY IFEY FEY EY Y!

:D:D:D

1YEAR ALR!!! COUNTING ON! ^^ AINI TTM.

AND, 16 ALR DONT WHINE SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!! :D

what we could have been, Thursday, October 15, 2009.

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Princess just came back from dental.
D:
why the sad face?
i'll tell you why.

Today, i had a 9.30 appointment w idk what name dentist, she did the cleaning and polishing for me.
Then she applied a really weird taste liquid on my teeth and say i cannot rinse my mouth.
Then, after tht, i waited for Dr Tan my dentist for my braces.
after tht, Dr Tan said since its after exams, he'll tighten it for me.
So, i am wearing power chains on my upper teeths now.
He said it'll hurt. But currently, not at all, ps; i just ate somemore.
HAHAHAHAHA.

kay, now the sad thing.
because my upper teethis super straight and pretty but my lower ones has holes,
Dr Tan has to make gaps in between teeth on my upper jaw so tht the teeths can moves and close and yeah.
okay, thts not really the point!
the point is, THE HOLES MAKE ME UNABLE TO PRONONCE 'F' AND 'V'
SO MEANS, I CANT SAY MANY WORDS!!!
For instance, fuck, Veronica, Rivy, Wifey!!!
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
D:
MISERYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!
KKK, but tht also means, less vulgarities! :D
kkk, goodbye!

what we could have been, Tuesday, October 13, 2009.

Monday, October 12, 2009

ps pardon the face, sick uh.
pps hair more obvious in real life.

N LEVEL IS OVER! READ IT, OVER! :D:D:D:D

Dyed my hair today, many said obvious but to me, i cannot see it at all! >:(
shld i dye it again?grrr.

Since n's is over, i got many many things to do!!!

i lazy to blog uh, actually wanted to say alot of things but, im like sick?

i know right, what a timing. ):

idc i'll still go out and play play play. :D
kkk, good bye!

what we could have been, Monday, October 12, 2009.

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

SEXY SAMMY!
Im at her house now! will blog more photos when i get home! :D
still undecided if we're (Eda, Jo and i ) gg for night study : /
kkk, blog tonight, dont miss me too much! :D

what we could have been, Wednesday, October 07, 2009.

Friday, October 2, 2009

i love this two girl so god damn much!

what we could have been, Friday, October 02, 2009.