Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Yst night, i had a sad dream.
i dont really remember it but i know i woke up still crying.
jaq was in the dream, and clare also i think.
they were saying about nxt year, not having some ppl from our class moving up.
sigh, so sad uh.
actually, idk if i want to go sec 5 even if i pass.
idw to go through all this pain to study and chiong for exams all over again.
its so terrible.
but, o level cert is an important cert.
oh gosh.
im contradicting myself.
so how now Alicia pan.
What do you want in life man.
terrible girl.
6 more papers to go den im free from this horrible stress.
Maybe its because im pms-ing thts why im saying all this.
HHAHAHAHAHA.
dont think im gg school tmr either.
Dad's only coming home tmr night.
if i dont go school tmr, im gg to wake up early and go somewhere, idk where but somewhere to study all day.
Tht's confirm.
i cannot waste anymore time, although i know im wasting time here blogging.
grr.
oh, tell you all about my sad life.
i saw a blueblack on my left knee just now so i went to rub.
den i rub until my skin tear.-.-
Pain okay!
after so, i went to bathe.
so obviously you bathe finish you come out comb hair right?
i was combing my hair happily, den my brush pulled the back of my stud tht thingy.
F pain i tell you.
in pain, i still had to look for the thingy for the back of the stud right?
den i kneel down to find the thing and my right knee rubbed against some plug on the floor and it scratched me.
-.- i know. but, my skin like vvv thin uh, it tear also.
HAHAHAHAHA
so, both my knee hurts now.
i so can go write in fml man.
grr.
now, im waiting for mommy to come home den we'll mum mum.
and, im sleeping w mommy tonight cas dad's not around. :D
we can have nice long chat then. (:
i dont really remember it but i know i woke up still crying.
jaq was in the dream, and clare also i think.
they were saying about nxt year, not having some ppl from our class moving up.
sigh, so sad uh.
actually, idk if i want to go sec 5 even if i pass.
idw to go through all this pain to study and chiong for exams all over again.
its so terrible.
but, o level cert is an important cert.
oh gosh.
im contradicting myself.
so how now Alicia pan.
What do you want in life man.
terrible girl.
6 more papers to go den im free from this horrible stress.
Maybe its because im pms-ing thts why im saying all this.
HHAHAHAHAHA.
dont think im gg school tmr either.
Dad's only coming home tmr night.
if i dont go school tmr, im gg to wake up early and go somewhere, idk where but somewhere to study all day.
Tht's confirm.
i cannot waste anymore time, although i know im wasting time here blogging.
grr.
oh, tell you all about my sad life.
i saw a blueblack on my left knee just now so i went to rub.
den i rub until my skin tear.-.-
Pain okay!
after so, i went to bathe.
so obviously you bathe finish you come out comb hair right?
i was combing my hair happily, den my brush pulled the back of my stud tht thingy.
F pain i tell you.
in pain, i still had to look for the thingy for the back of the stud right?
den i kneel down to find the thing and my right knee rubbed against some plug on the floor and it scratched me.
-.- i know. but, my skin like vvv thin uh, it tear also.
HAHAHAHAHA
so, both my knee hurts now.
i so can go write in fml man.
grr.
now, im waiting for mommy to come home den we'll mum mum.
and, im sleeping w mommy tonight cas dad's not around. :D
we can have nice long chat then. (:
what we could have been, Wednesday, September 16, 2009.
