Tuesday, September 29, 2009
idk why im feeling this way.
i know im not pmsing or whatever.
idk if you'll read this but idc anymore.
everyone is trying to match make us.
i once thought i liked you (i knew tht it wasnt love)
i once thought of giving you a chance if you asked.
i once thought i can get over _ when you entered my life.
i once thought i see us. (if you get what i mean)
but, yst,
i couldnt sleep.
i pondered about many things.
About looking for jobs, dancing, studies, and most importantly,
i pondered about if i was serious about you.
and suddenly, its not you i was missing.
it was _.
i always thought im over _.
it was long ago.
quite some time ago infact.
but those sweet sweet memories are still there.
everytime i think of _ i think of those happy things and the corner of my lips will natually go up.
despite all the fights, quarrels, and unhappy moments.
den, i thought to myself.
its _ tht came into my mind, why not you.
it den woke me.
im not in love w you.
i dont even like you more than a friend (?)
i dont want to be more than friends
i dont want to lead you on (if you do)
i dont want this kind of hanging feeling to be in me anymore.
i h8 this.
i wish i could ask you straight in yr face if you liked me (like how all others say)
i wish i could tell you straight in yr face tht its not possible for the 2 of us.
i typed one whole chunk but, blogger only left this part. maybe, its better for somethings to be left unsaid.
i know im not pmsing or whatever.
idk if you'll read this but idc anymore.
everyone is trying to match make us.
i once thought i liked you (i knew tht it wasnt love)
i once thought of giving you a chance if you asked.
i once thought i can get over _ when you entered my life.
i once thought i see us. (if you get what i mean)
but, yst,
i couldnt sleep.
i pondered about many things.
About looking for jobs, dancing, studies, and most importantly,
i pondered about if i was serious about you.
and suddenly, its not you i was missing.
it was _.
i always thought im over _.
it was long ago.
quite some time ago infact.
but those sweet sweet memories are still there.
everytime i think of _ i think of those happy things and the corner of my lips will natually go up.
despite all the fights, quarrels, and unhappy moments.
den, i thought to myself.
its _ tht came into my mind, why not you.
it den woke me.
im not in love w you.
i dont even like you more than a friend (?)
i dont want to be more than friends
i dont want to lead you on (if you do)
i dont want this kind of hanging feeling to be in me anymore.
i h8 this.
i wish i could ask you straight in yr face if you liked me (like how all others say)
i wish i could tell you straight in yr face tht its not possible for the 2 of us.
i typed one whole chunk but, blogger only left this part. maybe, its better for somethings to be left unsaid.
what we could have been, Tuesday, September 29, 2009.
