Thursday, September 24, 2009
GRRR.
Everyone is so excited for grad night tis sat.
but im not at all.
dress code is suppose to be formal but its gg to be held in shcool.
So how formal can it get.
So, how formal is their formal?
I heard from some of my friends tht they're wearing like super formal dresses like those from botique kind.
But some just dresses from prolly topshop or what.
So how now.
i have like two dresses to choose from,
the others i like, mommy dont.
mommy like, i dont.
so, last 2,
One plain Pink which i mean pink pink
One brown one.
i dont want to wear my brown one cas its so sad.
i mean, brown is a sad colour right?
oh gosh.
i wish i was a boy now.
Boys are so easy w whatever they wear.
Look, no matter what they wear, its just somehow the same.
They dont have to do anything w their nails, dont have to find a pretty shoe/heel.
Life seems so easy for them, from my point of view.
okay, back to my dresses.
the pink one, needs to be alter.
But, mommy hasnt time to bring me to get it alter.
and look, its alr thursday today?!?!?
i told her i'll go myself but she insist on gg w me.
I called her just now to tell her about it.
Now, she say shes gg to ask pops to bring me later.
Whats the diff if i go myself?!?
My nails are not done.
tmr, im gg to get it done.
sat morning im gg to get my hair and make up done.
everything is in a rush.
might as well dont go.
Every other girll will look pretty and at their best on grad day im sure.
i dont think i will.
i think with how i may look, mrs j wont even let me in-.-
GRRR. enough of ranting,i guess.
Today, skipped school again.
tmr, not gg either i guess.
Monday im gg. told sissaye i'll go.
oh wells.
tmr, getting nails done, out w b.
sat morning, hair and make up, school.
i hope you were here to confort me and tell me i'll look fine on saturday.
Everyone is so excited for grad night tis sat.
but im not at all.
dress code is suppose to be formal but its gg to be held in shcool.
So how formal can it get.
So, how formal is their formal?
I heard from some of my friends tht they're wearing like super formal dresses like those from botique kind.
But some just dresses from prolly topshop or what.
So how now.
i have like two dresses to choose from,
the others i like, mommy dont.
mommy like, i dont.
so, last 2,
One plain Pink which i mean pink pink
One brown one.
i dont want to wear my brown one cas its so sad.
i mean, brown is a sad colour right?
oh gosh.
i wish i was a boy now.
Boys are so easy w whatever they wear.
Look, no matter what they wear, its just somehow the same.
They dont have to do anything w their nails, dont have to find a pretty shoe/heel.
Life seems so easy for them, from my point of view.
okay, back to my dresses.
the pink one, needs to be alter.
But, mommy hasnt time to bring me to get it alter.
and look, its alr thursday today?!?!?
i told her i'll go myself but she insist on gg w me.
I called her just now to tell her about it.
Now, she say shes gg to ask pops to bring me later.
Whats the diff if i go myself?!?
My nails are not done.
tmr, im gg to get it done.
sat morning im gg to get my hair and make up done.
everything is in a rush.
might as well dont go.
Every other girll will look pretty and at their best on grad day im sure.
i dont think i will.
i think with how i may look, mrs j wont even let me in-.-
GRRR. enough of ranting,i guess.
Today, skipped school again.
tmr, not gg either i guess.
Monday im gg. told sissaye i'll go.
oh wells.
tmr, getting nails done, out w b.
sat morning, hair and make up, school.
i hope you were here to confort me and tell me i'll look fine on saturday.
what we could have been, Thursday, September 24, 2009.
