klaire, CHEER UP KAY? ILY! :D
tmr's prelims prelims prelims.
i know i keep repeating but its like on repeat mode in my head.
seriously.
sometimes when memories flash by,
i cant help it but tear.
thinking about days when i was younger.
Sec 1 i got posted to SAC.
I DETEST THIS SCHOOL.
TILL NOW.
Den, i got to know many awesome friends.
And, as days went by, E and i became closer.
She invited me to FCBC.
First visit, Second visit, and slowly, i became part of them.
Days when E, S, M, C, and i go church tgt.
every sunday we'll meet at semei cc without fail.
S is always late.
C will always be found in th toliet.
E and i will take bus tgt.
M will always come w her expensive bag.
we'll always walk to eastpoint after everyone reaches den take the shuttle bus from the bus stop.
E will always buy sweets and provide all of us sweets during service.
Mary will always treathen us by saying she'll confiscate our phones because we always msg.
Soon after worship, we'll start writing nonsense on the sermon paper about gg where after svc, how to skip cell, etcetc.
I remember Christmas at orchard clearly.
When, we had to make balloons which I AM DAMN SCARED OF.
i cried like almost every single time you all make.
But, you all were so caring, knowing im scared, everytime someone twist a balloon infront of me, before i cover my ears, you all will ask those ppl to stop etcetc.
Days pass, E and i wasnt tht close cas we got to know J.
S and J were tgt for some time and, i was close to J and friends.
so, S and i became close. For a damn short period.
to think if it now then i remember.
Den after J and S broke up, M and J were tgt.
And so, M and i were close.
We would go home tgt after school and all because M will go to pasir ris to look for J.
Den, M and J broke up.
Slowly, we all got our own lifes and stop gg to church as noone would bother to call us to ask why after mary left.
though E, S, M and i are from he same school, we rarely say hi to each other later.
But, E and i are still best friends no matter what.
And, S quit school in sec 4.
M and i no longer say hi in school.
E and i are still close.
C and i are close too.
If i can turn time back, i would do whatever i can to not let us lose contact.
or at least, able to catch up once in a while.
girls, imy.
In sec 3, i was super close to this bunch of ppl,
We even have clique outings and etc.
from more than 10 of us.
slowly, one by one left.
though we maybe from the same school, some same class even.
i can feel tht we're no longer the same.
Night study brought us tgt as one.
Den, N fell sick and i went to see N w E.
slowly, N and i got close.
and, i always stay back w you all after school.
slowly, N joined.
Days when we stay back after school never fail.
Family was slowly formed.
But, after Family was formed, clique was left out.
S felt out of place many a times.
She left.
Slowly i realise many left.
Many things happened, and i left.
one by one, i see leaving from the family.
I dont mean anything when i say this but, i wish, i was a better person to keep everything in place.
and not someone who just make things worst or someone who is of no help.
if anyone feel offended after reading this, my apologies.
Alright, i cant let memories hold me back.
I have to move on in life!
:D HAPPY CELLS.
Im glad i once have all of you guys in my life.
be it good or bad memories, i treasure all of them.
Lastly, GOOD LUCK EVERYONE FOR TMR'S PRELIM PAPER.
notice i didnt say what paper tmr? cas idk what paper! :s
kkk,
xoxo
what we could have been, Monday, August 10, 2009.